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June 17, 2005

summer’s beginning

Filed under: unlisted — suzanne henderson @ 10:15 am

nothing too exciting happening here. I haven’t ironed out the summer plans or summer rules for the house. feeling a lot better mood-wise but totally uninspired to take on the world of my room. Alex has had appointments today and yesterday making it easier to not think about what the summer routine should be like, but I’m starting to wonder if I should be doing something else. Well, what I really want to do is fix her hair, which I’m sure she’d rather I not do, so who knows where we’ll go with that. I bet it’d make her pretty mad if I asked her to take a shower, maybe if I offered the chance to watch a movie while I do her hair.. heh, bribery is sometimes the best choice.

Maybe we’ll see if Chris wants to do lunch today. I’m still liking this fellar quite a bit, he is really and truly a good guy and someone I can be happy for liking. I feel silly about it sometimes but that is a perfectly fine feeling to have. It just that I’ll see him walking by outside, heading up to bring the recycling containers back down the driveway, and be all smiley thinking about what a great guy he is. My mom was married to a really great guy once and in many ways Chris reminds me of him. Mostly I just hope that I won’t screw this one up as I have some in the past, but I also don’t think I will either. I seem to be lacking those silent warnings that linger under my breath like I have in the past. There lacks the internal compromises that I’ve been known to make as well. So, I look forward to seeing what happens.